Sunday pickling project |
Mostly, the change is caused by concrete differences. First
of all, the workload on the farm has increased with the volume of the harvest
needing to be done. Squash and cucumbers, tomatoes, and basil really started to
thrive, green beans are ready, carrots and potatoes need to be dug. Combined
with the departure of two apprentices, the increased workload has taken its
toll.
Additionally, a summer romance has taken up not only a good
amount of my free time, but the majority of my spare thought-space as well.
This decreased extra time, as well as the general sense of
busy-ness, has changed my once-productive farm lifestyle. Most alarmingly, I’m
scarcely reading a thing anymore. I finished my first books (Omnivore’s
Dilemma, Love in the Time of Cholera), and have casually started and quickly discarded
another set of books (Gone with the Wind, A Book of Salt, Seven Pillars of Wisdom)
purposelessly. If I read, it’s in the form of low attention-span magazine or
newspaper articles that either appear in the el (apprentice common space), or
on my internet radar. Correspondingly, I’ve also stopped writing. (Devoted
followers of this blog have probably noticed a precipitous drop-off in posted
entries.)
Relatedly, I’ve given up on a lot of cooking endeavors.
Initially, I made bread, butter, fritters, pickles, and horchata. Each week’s
new harvest meant new things to cook. With my loss of enthusiasm for reading
and writing, though, disappeared my will to spend Sundays cooking. Instead, I
spend a lot of time daydreaming and eating eggs or raw vegetables.
Not everything is lethargic waste, though. When the
shinyness wore off weeding and harvesting, I slowly started bringing my ipod to
listen to during more solitary activities. With this came a flood of excitement
for all the podcasts I’ve never before had time to listen to. I’ve also, by
necessity, once again taken a serious interest in my future and have begun
applying to various internships and jobs.
Overall I spend less time doing productive things, but I use
the time well. As my new pace settles (and my fleeting romance flets) I hope to
re-incorporate at least a bit of the farm-life things I did in the beginning of
the season. In the meantime, however, the new pace is dizzying, but good.
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